Nervous!

Tomorrow I am auditioning for a singing duet for my 6th grade play!  Well for starters each 6th grade class is in charge of a different time period. My class is in charge of the 50's and 80's. Well for the 80's the duet I wanna get is "Don't Stop Believe'n" By Journey. I a little nervous because first of all the duet is with a boy! And second of all for the audition you have to sing in front of your class! I am scared the class will make fun of me or something like that. And I hope my singing teacher will accept me for who I am and won't just give me the part cause I am diabetic. Otherwise I LOVE to sing!!! Singing and acting are my passion and pain! I really do hope I can get the part! I will update you tomorrow to tell you if I get the part!!!!!!!!!!
Until Tomorrow....  

1/9/12

Sorry I have not blogged in a while.....I have been so busy! Oh and Happy 2012 and a Late Merry Christmas!

Well for starters I was sick over the holidays and had to go to the hospital and get an I.V.! I kept throwing up and couldn't keep my Blood sugar up at all! The only thing I could hold down were Lime Popsicles! Now I cannot even look at one cause I was sooo sick when I had one! I guess that I wasn't expecting that Christmas gift! Now I am feeling a lot better! The suckish part is most of the time I get sick I now end up in the hospital Your body does not react to the insulin when it is sick. You go too high or too low. So, getting sick is a whole knew world for me now.
                   My school is doing the play Mary Poppins! I am excited and want to audition and sing in it but I am afraid that I will go low on stage or kids will treat me differently cause of diabetes or kids will stare at me! Gr! Why does diabetes always make me feel weird or embarrassed! UGH! I wish everyone was diabetic so they'd know how I feel. "Oh they don't like it when you stare" or "oh they have to take shots" or "oh I know how that feels!" I have officially written a note to my terrible friend called DIABETES!

Dear Diabetes,
Why do you have to make my life so difficult? Why do make me feel like I am not normal? Why do you constantly try to kill me? Why do you make me feel like crap? But yet I thank you? And why would I thank you? Because YOU make me the wonderful person I am today. And yes I am friends with your worst enemy....JDRF! Juvenile Diabetes Research Foundation. They are my hero. I appreciate all they do for me and in the fight against you!!!They are the reason I always stand up for myself when you put me low and high.... literally low and high.  And your other enemy...Insulin! My life supporter! The thing that keeps me alive. I am going to say this but the one thing they need to invent is..... a cure to KILL YOU! A cure! So diabetes you have taken a toll on my life...but one thing you will never ever take is my life. I will never give up.
Until Tomorrow....